Saturday, January 5, 2008


Have you seen 'P.S. I love you'? I saw it today, and it made me sad.

I think I have a fear of abandonment. I am so sentimental (see a couple of posts ago) I fear losing things for the rest of my life. There are a lot of things to lose, and if I get so very upset every time a friend goes home, someone moves away or Christmas ends, forheavenssake, I am in a world of hurt. Which, I guess the world does hurt. I just feel pins as butcher knives.

I need to toughen up, but I don't really want to. Does that make me masochistic or crazy? (also, I am a little frightened that I spelled masochistic right on the first try)

1 comment:

Karlie said...

i blame the correct spelling of 'masochistic' on familiarizing ourselves with alanis at such an early age. and i haven't seen the movie yet, but i really want to. love you friend. you're not crazy.