So, once again, I don't know what to think or feel. I want to think and feel the RIGHT things, those things that a good person would experience naturally. A person who wouldn't make unreasonable demands or expect more than people should be expected to give.
Can you miss something without ever really having it in the first place? I feel that way about love right now. Could it be that we as people need to be loved so much that one could feel its absence without first experiencing its presence?